Xiaofen

2009-12-24T13:41:00.001-08:00

i'm going to fucking change a blog. _l_

2009-11-19T20:22:00.000-08:00

FIRST PIC.

Red - xiaofen

Pink - Yuqian

Green - Joyce

Yellow- Sheryl

Blue - Jana

18! Shereal's big day.

My acting skills are improving! I used to laugh everytime i tell a lie, but everything went so smoothly on her boofday! (:

Firstly, we cheated her that we're going for red camp and have to wear long pants for it cause we might be doing the high elements. And yea, everyone wore long pants. But it was a surprise that all of us wore white top! Can you feel the chemistry in us?! We told Shereal that Jana's not going cause she had to work for her mom.

Okay, then the girls went for job interview at dover followed by kovan. Saw alot of chicks and dicks. Hahaha. Left and while we're at the bus stop. I started out the planned lie saying that o school's dance club's registration date was closed. And i found a new dance club at csc! We all acted so pro-ly that shereal didn't suspect anything! I even called Jana "mummy" on the phone so as to prevent any suspection from S!

Made our way to west mall to have our lunch and walked over to csc after that. We started finding our way to the "dance studio", (we didn't know that there's one at csc and were shocked to see it.) Then, we shouted happy birthday just outside the ktv lounge! Started to party like a rock star! And here comes the second surprise!

Jana, came with a big big helium balloon with a 16 on it. And we parteyyy parrrparrrparrteyyy!

Okay, then brought her to Reyna's house! When she went in to the toilet, we all immediately turn the lights off and lighted up the candle! SANG BIRTHDAY SONG FOR HER AND TOOK PICS.

Played cards and homed.

19! BEST BEST BESTEST NIGHT EVA! @ NP

I saw this cute guy and was mesmerized by him. He's so so cute, my dream guy. Not bad looking, got dimples! But he's a bad boy. ):

Hot night was fun! But it will be funn-er with alcohol. We danced like a diva!!! The feeling was indescribable i tell you. It's such a memorable experience! It made me develop this stupid thinking of retaining, and joining red camp 7 just for the party! lol! We really had fun!

20!

Went to clementi and collected my prom dress from samantha's bf. I tried it and it's nice!

XIAOFEN;

2009-11-11T21:44:00.000-08:00

It was our last paper yesterday, MCQ, like finally, after so long!

But we weren't happy after the paper, worrying about our results ):

Parted ways with honey cause she decided to go home and change. Headed to Haji first! To get Jana's prom dress. Ahhh, prom's nearing and yet i have not found my dress.
HETCH-O-DOUBLELIU = HOW?

It's strenuous being in heels. Heard of heels kills? ): Dear Joyce was kind enough to carry the ugly plastic bag with my smelly shoes in it for me. (: Heard that honey lost her way! Hahaha, what a dumb girl. LOL, don't give me that mouth twisting exercise(you're famous for that man) when you see this!

When we're at the traffic, we saw Adler! (correct spelling?) Hahaha, we shouted his name like as if he's some idol or what. Regretted sia.

Made our way to town and brought girls to eat the delicious mee tai mak! My third plate this week. :D Saw xue sha, chio.

After eating, we were approached by a few guys to be their hair model. And we agreed since we've got nothing to do. Hahaha, hunks everywhere ^^ Quite satisfied although i looked like tai mei. (: Will go perm my hair soon!! Yayayay!

STORYTIME!
Xiaofen: (saw Yuqian's permed hair through the mirror and laughed.)
Yuqian: (saw Xiaofen's mouth going up and down, tried to control laughter but failed.)
Xiaofen and Yuqian: (both turned to each other and started laughing at each other's wonderful maggie mee wig hairstyle!)
Yuqian: (couldn't stop laughing to herself.)
Hair dresser: can you calm down?
Yuqian: (stopped, but in her heart, she's laughing like a mad dog.)
Xiaofen: (laughed to herself ocassionally, cause Yuqian's hair really looked like macaroni!)

After the perm perms, bade goodbye to our available girl. Then the sold our girls went to far east to find our pending Wee chong! (: Hahaha, so hardworking.

Shopped around, and Joycieeee got herself a romper and a dress for prom. ): Left me. Saw Zhijie on the way out..

Joyce went to take 190, me and honey trained! :D

HOMED.

2009-11-08T21:44:00.000-08:00

Went to town with honey since no one jio us out!

Walao eh, becoming more and more beautiFOOL ah girl! Hehehe, far east first! Yuqian bought a dress for prom night, i haven't!! How! I think i'll be wearing my ah ma's blouse and ah gong's pants on that day, retro to the core man! (:

Then headed to Taka for our mee tai mak, it's fucking delicious, must try! "thumbs up".
thanks to lao ma for being so observant, if not i think i'll never get to eat such mouth watering food in my whole life!

Thenszx, went to ion to shop shop, we were completely lost in there, like spinning in circles and couldn't find our way out! Had no choice but to ask people at the info counter for help. LOL.

After that, it started pouring! But it stopped after a few minutes. Decided to shop at cineleisure. Nothing nice kay. Worst shopping mall.

Fucked off to heeren and saw some really nice performances!!! It attracted a large crowd! (:

Thenzxsz, met seller for my item and off to Jurong point! That zh, always make ppl wait for him.

Walked to the bball court under Yuqian's flat, thought that my shuai ge(Yuqian, you promised me, HAHAHAH!) would be there, but unfortunately they went home before we reached. ): Nevermind, there's something called fate! Woohooo. Played bball with zh and honey.

Then those ___(anyone who's fucking angry right now, you can insert whatever you want between the spaces here, come on!) came. Pissed off by their sight. You know who you are.

HOMEY!
XIAOFEN; disappointed in them.

2009-11-06T10:16:00.000-08:00

Literature paper was quite difficult, we all thought that it would be content-based questions, but unfortunately, we're wrong. I think i will fail or do very badly for o lvls. Totally no confidence at all but what to do? I'm born stupid.

After school, i went to Yishun to collect my shoes. Not only stupid, i'm also one unlucky bitch. The paper bag tored just when she handed it over to me. No choice but to bring it home.

Then, got home to get change! Met Jana on the train and headed to Bugis. Went to street first and went into this shop. The lady knows how to interact with customers well. She damn zai. I think ah na gave her the impression of hesitating on whether to buy that top or not, and told her that we'll be back. She convinced her on buying but we had no money but to withdraw. She was afraid that we would leave and never return, so she asked me for my necklace as "DI YA", i gave it to her. LOL, since she's nice.

Headed to Haji, i fuckingly hate the stares from people, like wtf, if you not happy, directly tell me, don't down there step one fucking lian and diao like nobody's business kay. Mama pussies.

Decided to go far east since there's still much time. Then down to court.

Damn pissed with Calvin. Comment on my dressing like wtf. FUCKING ANGRY, WENT HOME!

XIAOFEN; (i suddenly thought of wai po, hurting.)

2009-11-04T03:40:00.000-08:00

english, shingzed!
maths, shingzed!
science, shingzed!
combined humanities shingzed!
literature, shingzing!
chinese, shingzing!
mcq, booms please!

I'm on seven heaven. Must be wondering what the shingz is that on seven heaven thing! It's an idiom to describe happy! Hahaha, chimology leh, pray pray.

I know i very long never blog le, even if i blog, nobody will view, so doesn't make any peanut difference.

Exams are coming to an end, which means, i'll be free!

I just ordered two dresses, i'm a splurger!

I want my fringe to grow long so i can diao people, so short, i think must be the hungry ghosts everyday come my house and bite my fringe, getting shorter and shorter la!

Praying hard i won't fail english.

I love Yuqian's wavy perm-like hair.

I love Joyce's combed up hair.

I love Jana's stress dropping hair.

I love Reyna's broom-like hair (only today got, exclusive, cause she woke up late.)

I love Sheryl's barbie doll hair.

I love my electric shock hair.

HAIYO, THIS IS WHAT PEOPLE WILL DO WHEN SHE/HE'S BORED.

I love xiaofang's ball shape body.
I love mummy pork chop tummy.
I love korkor's yellow teeth.
I love papa's bird mouth.
I love ahgong's name. (chinese = zhuo jing zhang, christian name = nervous toh)
I love ah ma's shouting when she's in a dream.

Okay, thats all lo. Bye.
XIAOFEN;

2009-10-31T22:38:00.000-07:00

i'm going to get dr martens pink boots after i work and earn money!
i've been craving it for so long, just don't have the $$ to buy!
going to heck care this blog till after o levels! bye!
XIAOFEN;

2009-10-23T23:46:00.003-07:00

MUST LISTEN, STORY VERY TOUCHING!
FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG THE MOMENT I HEAR IT!
THIS SONG KEPT SWIMMING IN MY MIND!!

2009-10-20T01:21:00.000-07:00

You, my dearest WEE RONG TING.

I found it and read it.

I'm so upset, utterly disappointed. All you cared about was him, have you ever thought about me? Do you really love him? Please, i really want the past you back, i really hate to see you in such a messy life. You used to be pure, innocent and understanding. I have no idea what made you change. Maybe, guys, they are the culprits. Yes, they are. They totally screwed your life up and made you suffered. I know it's really tough for a 16 year old girl to go through all these and i know you might not want to hear all these nonsense, but have you thought that some of the sufferings were caused by yourself? You chose your own fate, right?

I regretted not being there for you when you need me most ): I hate myself for being such a mother fucking idiotic petty bitch in the past who loved to find trouble with you and make you apologise after all the redundant quarrels. All because of my childish brainless acts.

I know you might not even want to care about the crap i'm saying now. But i still wanna let you know, i still love you alot, my dearest. Remember, we used to hit kbox once a week, now i don't even get a chance to go there once a month. And i've got to blame you for this! I'm getting fatter and fatter. You know why? It's because now, i no longer get to swim at your club! ): And, if i were to tio brain cancer one day, it's all because of you! I've so much things to tell you, and now without you being by my side, i've to keep everything to myself, and now the problems that's in my brain's overloading! And because of you! I'm now facing financial problems! You used to pay everything for meeee! ): My kiu mor is getting more and more kiu BECAUSE, i'm so stressed! I don't know how to reconcil with you!!! I hate you for giving me bad memories!!! ): Dearest, i miss yacht club's seafood hor fun ): ..... I WANT YOU BACK!

Went to study at KAP with Junyang yesterday (: After studying, went to meet his friends at ALOHA. Then headed to west coast soccer court. While the guys were playing soccer, i went to play basketball with an uncle and chatted with him. Saw angelica, francis and co and played with them.

XIAOFEN;

2009-10-16T01:41:00.000-07:00

The more i see her, the more i laugh at her. Act chio bo chio. Thinks that all the guys are crazy over her? Dream on. You're one disgusting piece of shit okay? (:

Yesterday.
Was slacking at home till qian qian called me and asked me if i wanna study with her. Got changed and went down to JE lib. Wasn't in the mood to study. After that, we gave up and went to the mrt station to wait for them. Had steamboat with Yuqian, Joyce, Joel, Yufan, Yongsiang and Olivia. Not bad. After eating, we headed to JP, and bought the tickets for "imagine that". Went to bball to kill time. Joyce, Yuqian, Eileen and I - Joel, Yongsiang and Yufan. Too bad Joel low's not there, if not can see him split his pants. Back to the movie theatre. Show was nice. Then Yuqian accompanied me to wait for bus. Homed.

Today.
Had graduation ceremony in the morning. Then headed down for lunch. Accompanied Jana go collect her dress. Homed.

Don't have the mood to post. ):

I LOVEEE YOU!
XIAOFEN;

2009-10-09T22:45:00.000-07:00

IF YOU GUYS WANT ENTERTAINMENT!

IF YOU GUYS ARE UPSET OVER SOMETHING!

IF YOU GUYS NEED SOME BREAK AFTER LONG HOURS OF STUDY!

GO HERERERERERER!!!

IT'S A MUST GO, THAT STUPID FELLOW, JOKER!

BOOM BOOM POW.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UI36i6--mA

BARBIE GIRL (HOT**)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ItLd8-P6nM

Hahaha, yesterday i had the biggest shock outta my life.

Went to the library to study with LTKW, after long hours of study, i decided to go to the toilet for a break. When i went in, i saw a girl, i saw this girl, this girl, fucking familiar! I still thought she was some chao ah lian or what, cause her sitting posture made her look like one. When i looked clearly, i was stunned. WTF, IT'S PRINCESS ROYAL REYNAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! LOL, both of our reactions damn funny, she immediately jumped down from her seat and ran towards me, you know what i did, i was fucking shocked, and i ran out of the toilet as if i saw a ghost. Serious, walao, damn funny, we laughed like fk man!! (:(: So qiao!!

Okay end of story..

Decided to go wcp mac to study, so we went. Then homed.

Talked to humble pie on the phone from 12 to 4! Hahaha.

XIAOFEN;

2009-10-08T20:07:00.000-07:00

This is my favourite female band, they're are pretty.

Guess what this means, my mom gave me a wrong name, &i always get tease my others, because it sounds like bird shit.

She's my favourite singer.

This is what i'm feeling now, stressed! Bad picture, feels as if she's laughing.

This is my favourite blog, i love to see her pictures, look like beyonce, so pretty.

This is what i do 24/7, singing!! They look like they're having constipation.

I don't want to become an old hag in the future!! ):):

This is what i want to get after o levels. ^^

My face will become like him if i have alot of money! $$

I hate barbie dolls, because their heads will drop out.

I want to get tattoo, but not on the head, so dumb.

This is the place i want to go after o levels!!

I am a goal shooter in both primary and secondary school.

This cat think it's very cute, but not at all. I hate cats to the fucking core, Fuck off. Actually, i'm scared of them. My heart pumped like crazy when i search for pictures of cats, so scaryyyy!

I want to have a cute baby (:

This is the first place i want to go with my future boyfriend, so romantic.

HAHAHAH, you will think i'm crazy!! I love people to tickle my feet! Sense of joy. ^^

(sounds dirty.)

She's my favourite female actress, i like to go to her blog. (chenjingxuan.net)

This is what i want to do when i grow older, but i'm scared of going into the deep blue sea.

He's my favourite bmt player!

This is my favourite boy band.

Favourite korean male and female artists.

After the damn o levels, i'm gonna learn locking!

I love fashion!

Hahaha, bullying people is my expertise. ^^

current hairstyle.

Hahaha, so what if i have kiu mor, there's something called rebonding right? (:

My favourite sport.

This is the place i want to go right now! To visit KHJ!

CURRENT CRAVE.

This is the place i always go to get loots.

I want to go bangkok, to buy pretty clothes!

This is my FAVOURITE BLOGSHOP!!!

I want to buy this, but bo $$$.

Hahaha chio right? Dr martens boots, me want it very much!

Laksa mai tao gey, ai hiam.

XIAOFEN;

2009-10-08T02:07:00.001-07:00

Treat it as i'm spouting nonsense, talking crap, bullshitting IN MY PREVIOUS POST kay.

I'm going to fuck care everything, and continue my life.

Back to the same old girl, a listless person, yes that's gonna be me,

from today onwards.

Everyone of us is realistic, they only come to you as and when they like. Nobody cared about my feelings, they don't even understand me. Only when you mention how sad your life is, yada, then they'll come to you, and TRY to comfort you. But in normal circumstances, have they ever cared? NO.

There should be some fairness between people, right?

Maybe because to them, i'm nothing.

After you left, there's no one out there i can talk to. I really regretted. Dearest, i miss you ):

I'm tired, i want you back, i want you back, you hear that? I really hope i can lie on your shoulders now, i hope you can wipe my tears for me. I really miss the old times. I'm crying, i really need you now. Although i always tell people, i don't miss you at all, but deep in my heart,

i'm shouting for you. Maybe i'm too stressed up. Tears just flowed unconditionally, i feel the pain now. I finally understand the feeling of losing someone dear to you. I'm so foolish, to end this 6 years friendship. Used to be sworn sisters, now..

XIAOFEN;

2009-10-06T03:26:00.001-07:00

You knew it, yet you gave.

Sudden breakdown when waiting for bus, i wanted to cry out badly, but.. to who? She was the one i trusted most, but today, she became the one who made me feel heartbroken and disappointed in. It was difficult to control your emotions, when you're hurt by nobody else, but your best friend. I want a break, i'm tired. My prediction was wrong..

2 years ago, i wanted him, you took him away.
2 years after, i wanted him, but he chose you.

XIAOFEN;

2009-10-05T22:25:00.000-07:00

wOwOw, i spent 25$$ on these, cannot believe it.

Yesterday was nice.
It's been a long time since we studied together.
Jana, Yuqian and I. Anyway honey, welcome back (:

You smelt abit tom yammy though.
But i still love you.

Study wasn't productive,
cause we yak-ed throughout the whole study session.
Talking our hearts out and stuffs, nice :D

Honey was sweet enough to get us present, i like it.
Although my phone looks fanciful now.

Heading out to the library later to study with cousin.
Hope i can fully concentrate.

Never seen such a buay bah person, disgusts me. Yuck.

XIAOFEN;

2009-10-03T19:23:00.001-07:00

Dreadful. Photos are in another com, be prepared for an only-word-post. Haha, i know most of my posts only contain words, that's because i'm not as pretty as other girls.

That day was the most horrible day of mine. I had to travel all the way to raffles hospital, situated at Bugis, by myself, all alone. ): Train ride wasn't good, weird stares from people, not because i'm pretty, idk why either. It took a long time to reach there, there were no seats, had to squeeze with typical office ladies, office gentlemen. ZZZ. Head was spinning like as if i'm on drugs, that feeling wasn't good. Searched for the place like a fucking fool, reached there early. Waited and waited, seeing groups of people enjoying their late night, makes me so envy. How i wished there was someone by my side. The girl arrived, got my item, and dragged my feet to the train station. Upon reaching, i decided to try out my blazer. On my way to the toilet, i saw my cousin, hong jie. (: Hardly sees him, cause he's currently in army. Texted him during the train ride to avoid boredom.

That's how i spent my lonely night out.

The next day, i met up with my cousins and we headed to cafe cartel for lunch. Food was great, took bus to aunt's house after eating. Reached and saw most of my relatives, had a bit of nasi lemak prepared by aunt. Day dreamed, i'm fortunate to have xiaofang (my cute sis), if not my life would be so boring. Had a few glasses of red and white wine. Homed. How boring.

I wished i had friends who can spend the whole day out with me, till late night, or even overnight. O lvls, you better fuck off from my life asap, i hate you mother fucking asshole.

(friends are those rare people who ask how are you and then wait for the answer.)

Sometimes, i feel that none of my relatives understand me. What's wrong with wearing revealing clothes, times have changed, right? It's not like as if i wear bikini/lingerie.

Relationship with mummy's getting better.

(to forgive, is to set a prisoner free and discovers that the prisoner was you.)

I'm very tired of my life.

XIAOFEN;

2009-10-01T04:51:00.000-07:00

Honey's leaving, to Bangkok. Hope she'll enjoy her time there, thankgod, Bangkok doesn't sell Famous Amos cookies, if not she'll become as fat as seahorse. LOL. Thinking of it worries me, i'm afraid she'll become broke after spending all her money on tomyam soup, and end up have to join the ah gua gang. Then when she comes back, all of us will be freak out after hearing her sexy(pui) voice. "Sa-wa-ti-kup"~~~ Bangkok reborning should be bombyourfatherpussymotherdick cheap, give it a try (: ^^ Hahaah.

Here's a message to her.
Says who i came to school cause of you? I came to school because of your kiu mor! One day never see kiu mor, my heart itchy laaaa. My dear girl, we don't mean it everytime we disturb you about your bangkok ah gua trip ogay? We'll definitely miss you like mother fucking mimi curry fish head lao sai kang kay? Remember to drink plenty of water, and don't jian fei when you reach there, eat as much as you can, we won't laugh at you when you come back (dream on). I seldom come online, but for your sake, and for the photos, i'm here. Fret not if you can't celebrate this year's mooncake deepavali with us, there'll be more years to come, moreover, our friendship will never ends, so don't worry! Take this opportunity to relax, and enjoy life! Others may not be as fortunate as you to go overseas (take me for an example), you're one damn cb fuck lucky eye sticker fish man. I'm now eating biscuits, you want some? To sum it up, take good care of yourself (i don't want you to die), and buy ah gua's cup size bra for me! Bye bye! ^^ <3 Love, xiaofen.

I want to learn hip hop badly, after seeing how Tricia dances. Of all the blogshops, i liked her's the most. Hahaha, but i don't think i'll be as good as her. She has alot of confidence, something which i'm lack of, she dares to dance in front of crowds and show off her witty character, but i don't. (:

I think she's facing alot of pressure now, having to hand up assignment on time and manage VGY. Hope she takes good care of herself. (:

BYE PPL.
XIAOFEN;

2009-09-22T01:16:00.001-07:00

Flea was nice, especially shopping with Joyce (: Though there's only two of us, we had fun. Hehe. Ah joy was nice enough to accompany me to the flea! It was located at town area, so we decided to meet at town. Halfway through the train ride, my battery all of a sudden gone flat, luckily, in the midst of panicking, i saw Joyce after alighting! ^^ The shuttle bus came not long after and we boarded it, was super excited! Heh, reached and saw a packed-like-sardine scene, it was crowded, but it's not as good compared to the one at st james powerhouse. But, i can say, most of the shops sell nice clothings (: I bought a denim military jacket and an acid washed shorts, which i've always wanted after so long. Joyce, on the other hand, bought her bandage skirt and a tote bag (: When we were about to leave, we saw Tricia of VGY! She's gorgeous! I like her (: Upon waiting for the shuttle bus, we approached two girls and asked them if we were on the right track, and they assured us that there will be shuttle bus. So we waited and waited, but to no avail. The two girls, for I DON'T KNOW WHY left, so me and Joyce decided to follow them. Who knows, we were led into a grocery store. Our itchy mouths tempted us to eat, so we took some of the biscuits and tried it out. After savouring the good food, we decided to get back to the original place, and to our horror, we saw the shuttle bus, but sadly, it's already filled with people, heavy-heartedly, we went up to another two girls and related the incident to them, and we managed to convince them to share a cab with us. Headed to far east and shopped around. Then walked over to wisma to take a look, but nothing caught of eye, in the end, we went home.

I sound like i'm writing a compo. Yes, i wanna practise writing, cause i failed my prelims.
XIAOFEN;

2009-09-22T01:05:00.000-07:00

Which one should i buy? Studded $45/Gold chain $38
XIAOFEN;

2009-09-20T01:59:00.001-07:00

So sad.
Nobody pei me go flea titan.
XIAOFEN;

2009-09-20T01:47:00.000-07:00

2009-09-20T01:46:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday peh peh! You know we love you!

Pehpeh's birthday celebration was a successful one, cause most of us had fun! (: I hope we would have alot more gatherings like this. Hehehe.

On that day, we all suggested to meet at an appointed time, those who are late will have to pay a sum of 5 dollars as punishment. So all of us, being kiasu singaporeans, rushed home!

Me, the hao lian queen, being overly self-assertive (cause my house is the nearest from je station) , assured everyone that i would not be late. God don't love me. Lol, in the end, i waited for my bus for freaking half an hour like a fucking idiot, later than usual. Three 187s and two 188s went past my motorcycle face, and still 176 hasn't arrive. I've learnt my mistakes, i will not be so cocky next time. ):

So after the long wait, my bus finally came and i boarded it. Reached home at 10.35, and got out of house at 10.55! That's my fastest record, normally i would spend 30mins on my hair and another 30mins on my dressing. Woah, i can because of 5 dollars, sacrifice my dolling up time, this shows how cheap skate i am.

Hahaha, reached there at 11.20! ^^ Fast eh. But Jana and Yuqian faster than me! LOL, a while later, Coleen, Nat, Zhenhao arrived. Followed by Jiali and Joyce. Guess who's the late queens?
OUR DEAR SHERYL AND REYNA! The royal princesses. They had to pay 5 each.

Trained down to marina and went to seoul garden! Saw Zhenrong. We were super famished, thus went in first to eat. The chicken rocks in my mouth kay! MY FRIENDS, the fish, spaghetti, fried rice, and lala cannot stop dancing in my mouth! (:

A while later, Gerald and Weechong came. Jiali went to pick weixiong. Kept eating and eating!
Tadada, our princess Jiaying came with Kianjiat! Kept repeating "zhu ni sheng ri kuai le" like mother fuckers. I think others will be like thinking "a bunch of annoying gorillas!" LOL.

We played games! Fun. Got out of seoul garden. Reyna, Sheryl, Jana, Nat, Jiaying and Kiankiat went off. The rest of us went to play arcade! ^^

I love singing k pop music with girls! Makes us feel so high!

Then, Jiali and Weixiong left. We went to timah irc pool. Yuhan joined us!

After playing, Joyce sent me to the bus stop and home!
XIAOFEN;

2009-09-16T04:37:00.000-07:00

yay! Blogger's back to normal(:

Physics was okay, but due to bad memory, i couldn't manage to complete it on time! Was trying to squeeze everything out, but failed! How sad): Went back immediately after school with J and R, we were busy chatting about fashion! Hehe, imma go flea titan III, yayayay! Just came back home cause i couln't bear to leave my dear meimei alone at grandma's. She kept pestering me to play mahjong, how could a ten year old gets addicted to mahjong? Such a mahjongholic! She won like so much!

must watch!!

so cuteeee! (:
XIAOFEN;

2009-09-14T01:01:00.000-07:00

lao eh, blogger sucks to low hell man! Want to post pictures also cannot, make my blog look so dead! ): Luckily i revived it, if not it'll be deader. Chemistry paper was so-so, except for the last part, quite difficult though. Didn't know there's lit paper today, i was shocked when i heard Jana saying. Like wtf, didn't study for it, lol, anyway lit also don't need to study de! So stress, how i wish o levels can quickly arrive! I want to chiong shopping, playing and toning immediately after stupid o levels! (: I'm gonna spam buying clothes no matter how poor i am and be a full time shopaholic, i'm gonna dig every single cent of money from my daddy! Doubt i'll have a chance. LOL. And i'm going to find a boyfriend! & THROW DONG DONG AWAY SINCE HE'S SO IRRITATING! :D I'm also going to meet up with friends and chit chat till my mouth become zahara desert! ohya, before i forget, i'm going to buy lots of shuttles and tons of badminton rackets and train till my hand rot, yayyay! I'm going to be a happy girl! ^^ Tmr's maths, then physics, then chem/phys MCQ, then i'll be prelim free! Woohoo!

If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would you choose?
> laksa, lol.

Beach, city, or country?
> beach

Where do you eat?
> everywhere.

When's the last time you cried?
> friday, when i went back to return TDH his wallet, i was too tired.

Have you loved somebody so much it made you cry?
> yea, behind the soccer court.

Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
> no, i like to wear pretty clothes.

Ever been involved with the police?
> nope, managed to escape quite a number of times the period when i went court.

Believe in Santa?
> nope.

Do you talk in your sleep?
> no, but i sleep beside a person who talks in her dream, my grandma.

Beach or pool?
> beach, the first place i would want to go with my bf.

What's your favorite song at the moment?
> i still like ss501's because i'm stupid.

Ever met any famous bands/singers?
> nope, but soon i'll be meeting ss501! (:

Do you feel that you've ever had a truly successful relationship?
> nope.

Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
> i twirl it. (:

How long does your shower last?
> a quick 5 mins.

Cake or ice cream?
> both would be perfect!

Have you ever given money to a bum?
> not really.

When was your first crush?
> cannot rmb.

Where do you wish you were?
> paris, with him.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
> i dunno.

Long or short relationships?
> long of course.

Last gift you received?
> new urban male netball tank top.

Things you spend a lot of money on?
> AHAHAHAA, CLOTHES! SPENT AROUND THOUSAND PLUS, NO JOKE.

High School you attend(ed)?
> dss counted?

Favorite fast food restaurant?
> long john.

Where do you work?
> used to work in wcp mac.

Can you cook?
> of course!

What food can you cook?
> chicken rice, chilli crab, vegetable soup, fried rice.

Jc or poly?
> singapore poly (:

XIAOFEN;

2009-09-12T23:47:00.000-07:00

yesterday was okay. Slacked all the way till 5 and went to meet Yuqian at pizzahut.
Yuling, Sweeseng, COUZZIELZH and gerald were already there and they told me that gerald specially kept a slice of pizza for me. I suspect that they gave it to me cause they couldn't finish it, but nevermind, thanks! (: hehe. Left jp with yuling and yuqian and headed to carpark-top court. They were having training, so we just sat there and watched. Got scolded by uncle for playing, so embarassing, demoralised. Don't feel like going there to play anymore, all of them are not even welcoming. Played match with serena, she won the first match. Second match, me won! LOL. So happy for what xiaofen..
Seriously the way yuling plays badminton is super funny!! Then went home after that.
XIAOFEN;

2009-09-12T02:01:00.000-07:00

Another report about KHJ.

[At one time his fever went up to 39.5 degrees celcius, but after receiving treatment, his temperature is going down. However, he needs to be quarantined in the hospital for about 15 days. Even if he fully recovers, he still needs to stay in the hospital for 5 more days at least before he is certified to leave the country, The other SS501 members left on the 7th after confirming that they do not have any signs of the flu.]

SO SADDDDDDDD!!! WHY???

I really want him to get well!

PLEASEEEEEE!

): ):

XIAOFEN;

2009-09-12T01:48:00.000-07:00

I'm glad that HJ's recovering! (:

Here a news about him,

[Last week 5~6 Sept, when attending Boys Over Flowers event at Pacifico Yokohama, SS501's Leader, Kim Hyun Joong had some problems with his health.

On the 6th, he was suppose to attend Hanryu Fondue recording, but as he was down with slight fever, he did not attend. Kim Hyun Joong condition got better and was able to perform on stage on the very night as he had promised to the fans.

On the 7th, he was suppose to take the 12pm flight back to Korea when he was suddenly down with a high fever in the morning. He was sent to the hospital and was diagnosed with influenza (H1N1).

Kim Hyun Joong is now having treatment at one of the hospitals in Japan. The local doctor has given him Tamiflu and his condition has turned better. From now onwards, he will need to take a good rest in order to recover.

DSP Media related parties and manager are with him checking on this condition. Once his conditions become better, they have the intentions to bring him back to Korea.

Status of the upcoming activities are not confirmed.

*At the moment, was informed that Kim Hyun Joong's condition has become better already.

There might be changes to current schedule which has been confirmed.]

Hope he's feeling better, everyone's upset over this astounding news..

XIAOFEN;

2009-09-10T03:57:00.000-07:00

Found out something! Wtf sia. Why do people like to complain so much? You, stop treating people like shit and act like a princess. I had enough of you. You've changed, you're becoming more and more guai lan from the way you talk. You take me for granted. Last time complain me, nevermind. I tolerate. Now it's my turn. Friends, is this the way you should treat them? Whoever they are, they deserve respect. You agreed, shouldn't you be more understanding? Everyone makes mistakes, right? Wtf is wrong with the damn fucking world man?! I love friends, who care and give in, unlike those. They're not even complaining why should you? Utterly disappointed in you. We used to play around like mad, but now, there's only pretence. Say it right in front of my face.

XIAOFEN;

2009-09-10T01:00:00.000-07:00

WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

[Popular Korea group leader Kim Hyun Joong was quarantine after diagnose with fever and signs of new influenza during his attendance to promotional events in Japan. Yesterday, he was confirmed to contracted with AH1N1 new influenza, and was having his medication treatment and being quarantine.]

Japanese doctors are ordering him to stay put and promise a discharge as soon as his condition stabilizes.

):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):

KHJ's down with H1N1 and is now in the hospital!

Wtf, he's already facing so much problems, why must god be unfair to him!
Drained out after the shooting of BOF, now this!?!
At this rate, i think he'll be skinnier and skinnier!!):
God, please do something!

I hope he'll get well soon.. God bless!!!

2009-09-10T00:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was fun, it was 090909, which was also sf's one year anniversary, there's way lot more to go my dears! (: We must stay like this forever, no more quarrels, only fun times together okay ^^

Woke up early in the morning and accompanied grandma to the supermarket. Then rushed home to get changed and soon headed down to Jurong east! Met up with my baby Yuqian, and trained to Harbourfront! Joined Coleen and Joyce at kfc.

A while later, Jana and Reyna came! (: Pehpeh had n levels, so she couldn't make it for the celebration ): All of us went to take shuttle bus and it came in no time. Felt excited and ecstatic on our way there! It's been such a long time since we went out tgt!

Within minutes, we reached sentosa and made our way to the area where there's alot of volleyball courts! Refreshed! Reyna and Joyce went to tann, while the rest of us hopped around the whole beach like lukus!

Saw a couple playing volleyball, me and Coleen joined them! I like (: But i should learn how to control my strength level, if not no one will want to play with me! Hahahaha! A while later, we went to play basketball with a group of guys. Fun! <:

Went to bath and took the tram back to vivo to meet Shereal! Bade goodbye to Jana as she had to leave to prevent the suspicion from her mum.

Shopped around, wasn't in the mood to shop cause i had no mooneh ): Then, Reyna went off. The rest of us went to arcade for ddr! I still still still prefer the ddr machine in Jurong east, but unfortunately the place's under construction..

Left for home, while the rest of the girls went to catch the proposal. Fortunately, i did not join them, if not grandma will be alone worrying for me!

Going bmt tmr again! YAYAYAY! Me want play with serena, hopes she's there.
XIAOFEN;

2009-09-08T01:24:00.000-07:00

GOOD VOICE!

Not their fan, but love this song.

SAVE THE BEST FOR THE LAST! LOVE!!

hihihihi, i'm at Yuqian's house! (: haven't start studying yet. i feel like a free loader at her house, hahaha, don't scold me when you read this Yuqian! ^^ Tmr's sweet family day and we're going to celebrate it at sentosa in the morning and then maybe catch a movie aftermath. I hope everyone will turn up tmr cause it's been so long since everyone remember this special day of ours. We are now waiting for my boyfriend donghui, gay justin and junjie to arrive! Bet they are going to turn up late cause they just love to make girls wait. Old pattern of theirs.

Ohya, let's talk about yesterday. Me, Jana and Yuqian gathered at JP's starbucks for study session. And they had a pen+highlighter fight, i'm not involved cause both of them evol me too muchy! Hais, although they evol me, they both refused to admit that i'm their best friend, hais, dun shy man. ^^ Bought sushi for myself, ohohohoh! Later on, we left for Jurong west sports hall while our dear girl Jana went home. Saw my boyfriend with his friend playing badminton and we joined too. I tell you, that guy is definitely way better than teo dong hui. (: don't be jealous bf. LOL. After that, Yuqian's stead jackie came along with dalston. Off we went to our secret training place! (: So nervous cause we're first timers, and the fact that there were too much pros! I got to know a new friend call serena, and i've to admit her badminton skills is better than me. (: Uncle asked us out to burn incense to chase away evil spirits and so we did. Played 123 mu tou ren, and it's super fun! Something happened and my dear girl went missing, cause she's upset with something and someone. Went to find her but to no avail. BLAH BLAH BLAH AND HOME WE WENT!

(PS; donghui is my temporary stead, wait till i find one, i will push him away.^^)
XIAOFEN;

2009-09-06T00:57:00.000-07:00

Hihihihi! I'm at Yuqian's house now!! Woohoo just finish playing mahjong and i won $1.90! But have to give back Yuqian cause i owed her the kfc money ); LOLOL.

Yesterday went to zhhdmj with Yuqian and Gerald. Coleen, Yuhan, Nat was already there. Played around at his house with haojun and junhan, hehehe i love both of them, so cute!! Took a sip of jun han's soup, told him before hand if he minds, and there was no reply from him, later on heard from Hao jun that he don't share his food with others, and had to force himself to finish it, haha felt so guilty. But too bad!

Mahjonged for a while while the guys went to eat. Then Gerald, Yuhan and Nat went home, and the rest of us went to arcade! Been long since we played ddr. I didn't know hao jun's actually a pro! He like bullet train, LOL! Played a few rounds with Zhenhao cause we same level, ahaha.

Bade goodbye to Col, Zh and Hj and cabbed down the cc opposite city harvest church. We were damn scared when we reach the rooftop, so ULU, and 7th month somemore. Saw Dalston, Donghui, FA and JACKIE. Name of Yuhan's dog. LOL. We saw the uncle, so damn fierce. Jackie told us he's first impression of us is not very good, cause we never greet him. Like so random, greet stranger, ironic ah.

Watched them play, so itchy inside, cause i wanna play too, but i'm wearing skirt so cannot. I swear i'm gonna go there the next time to play. Upon going home, we acted guai and said goodbye to the uncle, he not bad la. Got donghui and jackie to accompany us. Told jackie that donghui's my boyfriend and asked him whether we're compatible or not, he said "i'm more compatible with you", lol. ;X SEC ONE BADMINTON PRO BOY.

Cabbed back to Yuqian's house. We wanted to play mahjong, but Yuqian's mum disallowed. We were so bad that we brought the mahjong into the room and played secretly. Hahahah. Slept at 3 plus. And now here i am. TATATA BYE.

Going bball with couzzie lzh and maybe dh. (:
XIAOFEN;

2009-09-05T00:46:00.000-07:00

LOL, i just took facebook's typing test and i sucked at it! ): Hahaha, i have nothing to write, so bored now waiting for time to fly, going out with clique later to timah's pool.

I have to tell you something absurb. One day when i was on my way to school, i observed the train and counted the number of seats it consists. And the results is 300 seats! Hah, so random but it's fun counting. Ohya, before national day, i counted the number of flags of the block opposite of mine, and out of 100 units, only 45 singaporeans hung their flags. Heheh. I know it's lame.

Why do pretty girls go with ugly guys?
Why do handsome guys go with ugly girls?
Why do fat girls go with cute guys?
Why do fat guys go with cute girls?
Why do good girls go with bad guys?
Why do good guys go with bad girls?
Why do young girls go with old man?
Why do young guys go with old woman?
Why do chinese go with malay/caucasian/indian and vice versa?
That's life, things are unpredictable.
All these questions often come across my mind.

I've made up my mind, if i were to fail o lvls, i will start a blogshop and manufacture clothes, after that, i will travel all over the world with the money i've made to import clothes back, then when i earn more and more money, i will open my own boutique. Do you think that's possible? I DOUBT! Hahahaah.

I want to be a model, become they earn BIG MONEY, but i'm not up to that.

I want a partner, i need a partner. But hard to find, and hard to get. All attached.

XIAOFEN;

2009-08-22T22:43:00.000-07:00

Theirs' so hectic, mine so mono ):

Have been worrying about o levels because i know i don't have the potential to score. All i can do know is do last minute revision, i will be very sad if i fail, i will try my best.
Why is everyone so clever, i'm taking fewer subjects than others and yet i couldn't cope? That's just partly my excuses. What am i gonna do if i fail, retain and join the current sec 3 batch? Or cry and regret? Hais. I'm useless. No matter how hard i study, i will fail to solve simple questions. It's my own future, am i going to give up just like that? I used to be quite diligent in studies, i don't know what's happening, laziness brings me down. Why must everyone be so competitive and selfish? I wish to succeed, but there's no one to help. I don't want to be jobless and let everyone see me fall. I just could not focus, all i think about is play. I wish i'm dead, at least, i won't have to ponder over so much things. But i don't have the courage. When everyone is already reaching the end,
i'm only at the beginning. ): I need motivation, where to find? Encouragements help, but it does not help me pass. I don't want to see the disappointed faces of those who have faith in me, i want them to jump for joy and give me a pat on the shoulder. But i doubt that would happen. My mind is running wild, no idea what will happen. I don't want a breakdown.

XIAOFEN;

2009-08-19T04:31:00.000-07:00

Have been long since i blogged. Wanted to upload pictures but blogger's being a nuisance and the only thing i can do is fuck it to death! LOL. Peer's finally over which means stress free! (: Got back my chinese o levels result and it sucked badly. B3. What to do? Only cry till no water in your body lor. Hais im gonna retake i don't care! Even if i retake and get back the same mark, at least i would feel better. Aiya no point crying over spilled milk. Be optimistic and strive it whatever i can lo. Feel so shag! ): I bet my girls are in school now for the night study programme, i'm so lazy to go back school. I just have a sudden urge to say i love daddy!

I don't want to fail maths and retain. I hope i score well in o. ):

Yes, i'm stupid. I'm bad in studies because i'm stupid. I'm not as clever as them.

3 AND A HALF MONTHS TO SS501'S CONCERT! ^^
STILL LEARNING!
XIAOFEN;

2009-08-09T14:01:00.000-07:00

yayayayayay!!!
just finish watching BOF on YU LE BAI FEN BAI!
HYUN JOONG IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEE!!!
HAHAHAHA, NOW WATCHING HIM ON YOUTUBE!!!
I CAN'T UPLOAD VIDEOS OF HIM, BLOGGER'S PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEVERMINDDDDDDDDDDD!!!
4 MORE MONTHS TO SS501'S CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

Going newton circus for dinner later,
after that to marina slack.
XIAOFEN;

2009-08-06T21:45:00.001-07:00

I've got two tattoos on my arms and they're "xiaofen" & "ahboy"! Hahahaha, fyi, ahboy is not my boyfriend or what, it's a nickname given by Amos and Dingyang! After revealing the boyish sight of my. Today's celebration sucked to low hell, nothing special.. Except for my national day song! LOL. Gonna hit town later with MY lao po mens (: i dunno what to wear. I must wear nice nice, cause scarly i meet my prince chIAming. Hehe, i wonder what Jana tONG doing now.. Must be preparing! (: Okay oh ya before i forget, i want to complain! Why nowadays clothes so expensive ar? I want to order something but too ex.. How? I don't care, i will buy it! YAYAYA! BYE.
XIAOFEN;

2009-08-05T23:42:00.000-07:00

Hahaha, time to post again.. Grandma's in hospital and i really miss her!! But i just visited her yesterday and she seemed weak after the operation ): I finally understand how tiring it is to wash clothes and do everything by myself. Cause grandma's not around and i have to help grandpa whenever i can. Btw i'm still staying at grandparents' house now! (:
I tell you, my grandpa is really naggy but i love this fact! Hahah. He wakes me up on time and never fails to nag me till i get up from the bed, want to sleep more also cannot... Hahaha, cute right.

Okay now talk about farewell dinner. It's pretty fun and i love the way the juniors planned the whole celebration. Food was nice too :D We took alot of photos, will upload it next time.

My relationship with daddy's getting better, maybe i should really control my attitude and communicate more with him, i can't be so spoilt and talk to him like he owes me big moneyyy. As for mummy, i don't understand what she's thinking. I know she wants to patch with me, but sometimes, the same old attitude of her just piss me off. I really dunno what to do.

Still got what ar? Hmm hahaha, a postman just delivered my clothes to me!!! Hehehe i've tried it and it fits!! Yayayaay! This the second time i ordered something from that blogshop and i love both the clothes! So random huh.

Going to the library now to meet my girls, gonna mug till the library closes!

Guess what i'm listening now? BECAUSE I'M STUPID! And yeah, my blog's name is derived from this song! Cool bo? Another random topic i know.

There's national day celebration tmr (: Need to wear panther. After that maybe going tanning? I dunno, not confirm yet! Okay zai jian da jia!

LAST BUT TO LEAST, I LOVE SS501!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE KIM HYUN JOONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE HEO YOUNG SAENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE KIM HYUNG JOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE PARK JUNG MIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE KIM KYU JONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYEBYE! LOVES!
XIAOFEN;

2009-07-31T19:49:00.000-07:00

IDIOTIC, JUST ONE DISPLAY PIC NIA, PEOPLE GIVE SO MUCH COMMENTS.
TOO BAD LO, SAY BYE TO IT (:

2009-07-25T02:00:00.000-07:00

Never blogged for quite a while, because i'm currently living with my grandma due to family matters. I don't miss anyone at home except for my sister, on the other hand, i'm quite happy living with grandma as i've got aircon, food and fun (:

I only come back, when there's no one at home.

I can only recall what happened the day before yesterday till today.

Thursday.
Went to school and had lessons. After that, we went to vivo since there was no peer, we were quiet (Jana, Joyce and myself), until we broke out into laughter when we saw a young boy riding lao kok kok bicycle and it went "ee or ee or ee or"! Hahaha.

Yeap, so the bus came and we saw this group of girls, one of them kept diao-ing us, bimbo looking girl trying to step bitchy ya. :s So we reached somewhere and they had to alight, at the same time Jana told us that there's seats behind, which was the place where they were sitting, so her friends went down and when it was her turn, i made my way back and used my tortoise back to push her, YAYAYAY, she looked back annoyingly (: WAKAKAKA, diao somemore la.

Okay so we slept on the bus, uncomfortably, and reached in no time. There was nothing that caught our sight, so we went window shopping plainly. Hardly can get anything from vivo.

At night, accompanied grandma to the temple. My grandma's wise. Because we had to queue for our turn before we can get to talk to the priest, so after making my hair, i went to queue for grandma and she went around praying. There were two angbaos on the seats, belonged to those kiasu people i guess, i ignored it and pushed it back, LOL. That kiasu fellow, i think she's a poly student, came back with a shock + black face. Hahahaa! So chio.

Lol, suddenly when i was queueing halfway, i saw grandma talking to the priest, my turn to be shock, LOL, asked her about it and realised that she too, used her angbao to queue before praying. So fast lor!

XF : Ahma! How come you so fast??
Grandma : *smiling*
XF : Ahma! You cut queue ah???!
Grandma : NO LA, i was there long time ago!
XF : I was queueing for you leh!
Grandma : I know.
XF : You know then you never tell me! I thought you cut people's queue!
Grandma : NONONNONO, *still smiling*, before i went to pray, i already *queued* up using my angbao!
XF : Walao like that also can, no wonder so fast la, scare meee!

Hahaha, cute hor she! <3

Went homeeeee (: &something dreadful happened on the bus, i didn't know what happened until grandma told me. A man fainted on the bus and remained unconscious. We had to switch bus!
Waaa, i saw one ang gong siao guy, damn coooool! ^^

Friday.
There wasn't peer, so me and Jana headed for Je's library, study session was productive except for some distraction from a few dogs. Desperate for attention? STUPID LEH, laugh like mother fucking hyeenas. ZZZ. _l_

Today.
Grandma turned off the aircon this morning and i perspired like siao. Went to on it again!! (:
I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!!
I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!!
I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!!
I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!!
I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!!
I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!!
I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!!
I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!!
I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!!
I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!!
I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!! I'm bored bored bored!!!

XIAOFEN;

2009-07-19T05:06:00.001-07:00

NB PCB, MY MOOD WAS SPOILT BY THIS FUCKING DOG!

He fuckingly went around GIVING my number to those desperate dogs out their who don't have COCKS! Hey, if you dogs want girls, fuckingly go geylang and fuck those whores k! No point talking to me, cause i aint what you want! CHEEBYE LAO LAN KIAS! Don't effingly come "hi xiaofen, may i be your friend" that kind of thang! KIONG YOUR BANANA K? BO TAI JI FUCKINGLY GO FIND BANGALAS AND SUCK HIS DICK. Simi lan jiao, say what i love you when you bull dog doesn't even know me? COME ON THINK OF A BETTER WAY. & look into the mirror before making friend with me cause i don't fuckingly have any fuck time to entertain STUCK UP BULL SHITS LIKE YOU! Don't think i don't know what's your motive la hor, cheat girls one by one, make them fall into your SUCK COCK TRAP, you want to know SF? DREAM ON, BO QUALIFICATIONS STILL DARE BARK SO MUCH? Please la, GOT TIME GO KUM, make you feel more high rather than being rejected by girls and go one corner EMO. & TO YOU, DON'T TRY TO ACT INNOCENT by saying it's misunderstanding or what shitty excuses, they are your friends, so you'll help them. I'm not as cheap as you think, don't your contacts have alot of innocent whores? Give them their numbers la? HOLY SHIT, THINK I HAVE SO MUCH TIME TO ENTERTAIN THEM? Only know how to gua me, make ppl pissed? Think of something new. YOU ARE ONE BIG DISGUSTING HONGSTER, and you'll always be, mother fucking chicken. You FUCKING love to break promises, you only think of yourself, hell you go and don't bother to contact me cause i ain't have time for GAY, enunch BASTARDS like you! :S And lastly, to the last woofwoofgay, hey? Who are you? I don't cheebyely know you, you KPsmlj? Who ask you talk to me? Your voice utterly disgust me, you just like those two up there, bo LJ k? NABEI, talk so much, you think fun? FUCK YOURSELF OUT OF MY LIFE!
XIAOFEN;

2009-07-18T09:39:00.000-07:00

See my guai lan kor! <3

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:examiner

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:what do you think about poly students wearing slippers to sch

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:lol

SF XIAOFEN; says:LOL!

SF XIAOFEN; says:heyyyyyyyyyyy!

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:if i dun want to score

SF XIAOFEN; says:hahaha!

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:i will just say

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:wear slipper got wrong meh.

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:also not go in lab

SF XIAOFEN; says:LOL

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:even if wear go in lab

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:u think everyday got accident ah.

SF XIAOFEN; says:wtf

SF XIAOFEN; says:damn gl man!!!

SF XIAOFEN; says:jokerrrrrrrr

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:haha.

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:diao

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:poly students wear sch u

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:DIAO.

SF XIAOFEN; says:lol

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:i think i gonna kbkbkb with the govt

iewnuj- nonmotivated says:haha

SF XIAOFEN; says:forget rightttttttttttttttttttttt

XIAOFEN;

2009-07-18T08:48:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was CB DOG and Zhenhao's birthday (: We had fun! Met up with LBD at Jurong east mrt station and as i was walking, i could see this guy who kept looking at me, (DON'T SAY I BHB, CONTINUE READING LA!), i realised he's WEIJIE! Hahaha, long time no see, tot he mati. Bluff me, say want inherit his father's business, in the end still working in mac -.- Okay, we took the train down to Raffles place. On the train, we got stalked by this woman, she kept hearing our conversation and even peeped when i was msging, bad ar, actually, i don't really blame her cause she looked abit pathetic, NO OFFENCE!

Okay reached our destination and alighted (: Seller requested to meet up at some other place so i agreed. Went to hunt for HONG LEONG building, god knows where that place is, but eventually, after some help from strangers, we got there. Even received free drinks halfway through the journey. ^^ Got my studded dress and shopped at raffles. Me and love got so excited in Zara! We found tons of clothes and the try out was satisfying! Hehehe, there's chemistry in both of us because the moment we tried on our first top, we fell in love with it! (:

We were like YAY-ING and hugging each other in the room!!! Hahaha (: Jana went on and on trying out the clothes, over 10 over pieces, not bragging! Hahaha, camwhored.^^

Okay, got what we want and went cake hunting! There's hardly any cake shop but fortunately we managed to find secret recipe, purchased a chocolate cake and moved on with the decorations! We requested them to write "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENHAO & CBDOG" Hahaha, cool bo. Held the cake with extra care and off to meet Weechong and Honey. Cabbed down to east coast and found out that there's something wrong with the sign board. ZZZ. Reached and saw Coleen, Weixiong, Jiali and Jiaying! <3

Surprised them and went on with the cut cake stuff and all that. Me and love were super famished that we started BBQ'ing without anyone's approval, and stayed at one corner to eat the food. See here's the outcome, i'm down with sorethroat. :< & don't feel good. Cabbed home.

Today was a horrible day, no plans, stayed at home. Helped grandma cook, that's all. ):

XIAOFEN; (no sentosa trip tmr.. disappointed. But i don't blame anyone.)

2009-07-16T04:49:00.000-07:00

Had my oral yesterday i was extremely tensed up, my hands turned cold and my heart thumped wildly! Oswa was being irritating by using sarcarsm in his conversation with me, he made me feel like "it's the end" for me! Non stop you know, from 1.30 to 3.30! :<

Examiner : What do you think about poly students wearing slippers to school?

Xiaofen : I feel that it's not an appropriate dressing and bla bla bla.

Examiner : So you disagree with it, then what do you think is the appropriate dressing for the poly students?

(I totally forgot that we were having a topic about POLY students.)

Xiaofen : I think they should wear school shoes and school uniform to school.

Examiner : Huh? Poly students wear uniform??

Xiaofen : opps, nono, they should wear T-shirts and Jeans.

My god! Laugh all you want! ^^ May your teeth drop.

Today school's alright, let me tell you a story about a GRAPE flavoured sweet. One day, we saw Gerald holding a sweet, with hesitation, we snatched it over and agreed to share it among us, we did almost everything we could to break it, we used pencil cases and even water bottle, but to no avail, in the end, the lovely Xiaofen thought of a marvellous idea. She opened the wrapper, (Jana showed a "looking forward to eat the sweet" face), and tada! I threw the sweet into my mouth and ate it (: Bad girl, nevermind next time i return you all okay. LOL.

Went to Jurong library after school, we practised oral in the library and had lots of fun. Homed.

XIAOFEN;

2009-07-14T06:33:00.000-07:00

SS501 ROCKS YOUR SOCKS!
XIAOFEN;

2009-07-14T05:51:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow's mother tongue oral, i'm so intimidated noww! ): I think i will start stammering and disgrace myself in front of the teachers sia. Although i speak chinese more often or uses chinese in communication frequently, i can still feel the tensionnn man! I'm feeling so anxious, i don't want to fail! >:

School was incredibly white bread today. We had to be in the hall for SL meeting early in the morning, Mr Toh's speech tires us, especially when he repeats a particular sentence over and over again. It's tough being a SL, you have to abide to all the absurd rules, have to be exceptionally outstanding in terms of result, and lastly get threatened by Mr toh for umpteen times! For all the hard work we've put in, and if you were to kick us out of the student councillor board, it'll be so fucking unfair la, might as well go die.

Okay, enough of these, maths was the first period, i did pay attention and ask questions if i don't know (: I've sorted it out, i'm gonna ace all subjects! Gogogo xiaofen! Ve was next followed by cme. Headed down to the canteeen for recess! :D And then back to class for English, did a passage about tattoos and it was pretty interesting, Mdm Asrina went youtube to look for videos regarding tattoos and we watched a video about skull implants. I find it super cool! Hahah, i'm going to tattoo my back one day! :>

Did some practise for oral during chinese, it was fun reading the passages (: School ended and i went home.

Watched 'justforlaughs' just now and it totally cheered me up! :) I was feeling irritated due to something and someone, but now i'm not anymore. I just don't understand you.

XIAOFEN;

2009-07-13T07:35:00.000-07:00

Is so unfair! I want to get money from dad also need to help him iron clothes before i can get the money, idiotic sia, like treat me as part time maid ): Sometimes, i really feel like crying for having such parents. Even my mummy, take a single cent from her she gua gua jiao, say i kept spending money! :<>

And to you, it's up to you whether you want to end this friendship or not, i'm not being harsh, since, you chose your clique, i have no say. I'm gonna avoid you forever. Once my sister, became someone whom i cannot trust and felt disappointed in. I can lead my own life and you lead yours, we have our own friends now, guess that we don't need each other anymore. Goodbye sworn.

I have this little close friend, she helped me through hardships, and listened to my sorrows. She cheers me up whenever i receive critical remarks from others, she is the only one i trust, i tell her almost everything, all my secrets. She's part of my life, i like the way we are now.

I love my clique.

I want shoulder to rely on, i want a boyfriend.

XIAOFEN;

2009-07-13T05:30:00.000-07:00

XIAOFEN; ILOVEDOUBLES501

2009-07-12T07:23:00.000-07:00

Hahahaah, i'm super happy everytime when i go out with LBD (: Although we had much conflicts, we're still as close as ever, even close now <3>

Hit Bugis to search for Love's dress, found none at Topshop.

She has been extremely attracted to flower hairbands and puffy puffy rose head bands these few days (:

Hahaha. Headed to Haji to try out her luck.

Most of the shops were closed, but in the end after browsing through shops, she managed to get one dress from MDS, and it fits her ALOT :>

I did not buy anything for myself, still as broke ):

Went to pluck to have our mouth watering ice cream brownie, Jana saw her boyfriend type in that shop :D

Okay, we then headed to Bugis street , just window shopping, but my baby got herself another lace dress, and she's in a dilemna on whether to choose which one for farewell dinner.

Then walked to Iluma, we seemed so alien there, took alot of greaaat pictures and those looked as if we went to another country.

LOL, we really had a wonderful time there.

& i'm super happy,

cause i bought...

3 KIM HYUN JOONG

SHINLANG'S PHOTOS!

Later on, we walked to Bugis junction and headed to the arcade to look for DEON.

Just went pass him and off we went.

We went in to the magazine shop and i reserved two magazines of SS501!

WAKAKAKA GOING TO COLLECT IT ON WED? YAYAYAYA HAPPYYYY!! ;D

Homed.

Jana told me this.. "i like you this way." ohman, she's becoming a les. Glad to hear that. (:

XIAOFEN;

2009-07-11T08:33:00.001-07:00

Went to school early today for the stupid sl investiture ceremony!
I had to sacrifice my sleep just for an unimportant event! :<
Breakfast at coffeeshop with Jana, Joyce and Reyna (:
Reached school late but the teacher with the hall key was even later,
this is partially the reason why i think today's ceremony is not productive.
Okay, the ceremony started late,
&I've got to comment on Mdm S.
She's the most incapable teacher i've ever seen,
all she does is chew on her bubble gum non stop,
laugh like a bombastic hyena when she makes a mistake,
teach us the wrong way of rehearsing for the damn ceremony,
SHE IS THERE JUST TO WASTE OUR FUCKING TIME!

Finally, everything ended and we headed to Lot one,
Joyce went home to get changed while Jana and I took 190 down to Far east,
we slept throughout the whole trip,
&we were super lucky as we woke up just in time to alight (:

Began shopping and i wasn't in the shopping mood,
cash tight you see, :(
Coleen and Joyce came a while later,
Yuqian gave us a call telling us that she alighted at wrong stop,
cute sia this girl, purely accident or is it suay?

We were approached by some people,
wanted to join the badminton tournament,
but since someone is so indecisive,
i decided to give it a miss.

Headed to cine and Coleen treated us neoprints,
long time since we last took it and it turned out perfectly fine (:
Left and went separate ways,
i went to amk to meet seller and off to ahma's house.

You know my uncle scolded me for eating his durians,
&reprimanded me for being for selfish,
saying that i have to leave some for others when he never even mentioned,
it's like wtf man,
he still scolded xiaofang,
cb what's the fuck problem with him,
PISSED OUT FUCK ME DEAD.
XIAOFEN;

2009-07-11T08:15:00.000-07:00

Not so true!

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Quite true!

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Super true!

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

XIAOFEN;

2009-07-10T07:37:00.000-07:00

My boy!

Can you spot KHJ? (:

XIAOFEN;

2009-07-10T04:50:00.001-07:00

Wang lo, on 29th june, she actually mentioned about going out with her 'clique' and i scrolled down to find my name, but it didn't appear. Yay, looks like best friends are meant to be treated this way, old friends can be replaced by new ones, fuck me dead please.

Today is a wonderful(pui) day for me. Should i laugh or cry? There's no longer a place in Singapore for us to spend our time at, yes there may be, but we're already sick of those sickening places. School has been the same, waking up effomoey early, and ending late. Life is definitely meaningless, & tell you what, (i will not be surprised if i fail o.)

Took bus down to Jp, for girls' durian pancake, it's nice, i tried a abit. Went down to buy peanut waffle, spent our precious time at popular hogging on their magazines, and then home, how sad. I've completely nothing to do at home, no one to talk to, what a depressing life.

I'm not being emo, cause it sucks to be, or maybe i am, LOL. There's investiture rehearsal tomoro, followed by shopping at town for farewell dinner apparels. BYE HIM/BIM/BOS.
XIAOFEN;

2009-07-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

(x) - (Jiali.) : lol, i don't have the cable.

(x) - (LZH) : YAH, OF COURSE.

(x) - (TDH !) : WHY??

(x) - (! JERALIN.CJZ) : haha yea (: ALOT. Thanks (:

Sakae was the best (:
It's a long awaiting time before we could settle down for the food.
We starved from morning till 3pm just for the buffet! ^^
But, practically it was worth it :)

Hahaha,
let us (F4) teach you a method of not having to pay for the leftover food!
First, buy something from a shop,
then request for a big plastic bag,
thenzxsx horzxsx,
when you cannot finish the sushi,
*chomp* dump the food in!
Rock on F4 (Joyce, Jana, Yuqian, Me)!

It's not a good idea to laugh when your stomach is fucking full,
you will behave like a bombastic bimbo, SUMPA.
Super bloated like a pufferfish! :<

Chawanmushi's the best among all :]
We ordered 8 bowls in total i think ^^
We could hardly step out of sakae,
cause there's problems walking with a full stomach! :D

Okay, there's still 6 months before i can meet SS501!
I so fucking look forwarddddddddddddddddd!
I'll be the first to buy their VIP tickets,
still learning their songs, woooohoooooooooo!

Jiayou, jiayou.

XIAOFEN;

2009-07-08T02:51:00.000-07:00

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
I JUST SAW SS501 ON 完全娛樂!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:
OHHHHHHHHHHMYYYYYYYYYYYGODDDD!
I JUMPEDDDDDDDD AROUND MY HOUSE LIKE A MAD DOG, SUMPAAAAAAA!!!!
WAKAAAAOOOOOO, MY HEART STILL THUMPING NOWWW!!!!!
WOOTS, SS501 LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT THE CONCERT!!!! (:
&I'VE LEARN SOME OF THEIR SONGS
SO THAT I CAN SING DURING THEIR CONCERT!!!
YAYYYYYYYYY, IMMA HAPPY GIRLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
XIAOFEN!!!

2009-07-07T06:31:00.000-07:00

I must stay cheerful like the old xiaofen,
&ignore the negative judgements given by others,
i will not care if people say i give attitude,
because everyone does have attitude problems! (:
I must be like SALOMA and persevere till the end yo!
Must really be cheerful,
if not i'll be back to the boring xiaofen ):
I know the right solution!
If i'm broke,
i will get money from my parents, alot,
and prevent myself from complaining that i'm broke,
so that nobody would comment!!!~ heehee.
But i'll try to be filial and save up whenever i can laa,
haiyo.
XIAOFEN;

2009-07-07T04:50:00.000-07:00

I don't like it when people say i keep buying clothes, it's my own money and choice. I spend it on whatever i like and it doesn't concern anyone. It's super hurting when your friends shoot you about this topic. This is definitely not advice, this is plainly giving comments that hurt a person without considering their feelings. I seldom complain about me being broke, only a few times, SUMPA. &i never borrow money from you all or what, so it doesn't matter whether i buy alot of clothes or what. Okay, come to think of it, although SOMETIMES (VERY LITTLE) i borrow money some of you all, i did return in the end, every single cent ok. I'm saying all these because i want you all to know, that spending money is my own freedom. You all don't know the feeling of being told off this way, i've got shoot twice, & i can say, the feeling is not good at all. She's the only one who understands me.

Why can't i upload pictures?!!
So tao yannnn, *bish* the com man! ):
Aiya nvm la, if you want see my photos,
go to iloveyou-only.blogspot.com,
got one photo of me during the tournament! :>

Today is a monotonous dayyyy,
as well as "SLACKY" (:
Maths was as hectic as ever,
no change at all,
still i couldn't understand any effing thing he teaches ):

Ve lesson was fun i supposed,
Mr tan showed us a video about gang life,
so cool la :]
I think this video will make some of us reconsider on whether,
joining gang is a wise choice or not :/
But some of the photos are 'GROSS',
EE, DABLEYOU, DABLEYOU, EWWW.

Cme was a free period,
forgotten what we did already.

Recess was next.

Followed by English,
did the compo on sports stars,
i wrote about Michael Jordan,
wanted to write about Boonsak,
but in the end dropped the idea,
cause i couldn't find anything about him in forbes ):

Last period was Chinese,
we did oral and it was pretty fun ^^
I kept laughing throughout the whole passage.

Okay, the F4(Me, Jana, Joyce, Yuqian) did not went for peer.
Instead, i went to meet seller,
Jana went home and Yuqian made her way to Jurong east sports hall.
It took a long time for me to reach Khatib.
FINALLY, got all my items and trained to JE sports hall.
Stroked with Yuqian, Donghui and Zh.
Saw the guy whom we saw on the tournament day,
i know his name, Ui Boon Chien!
His badminton super pro, but not as good as Seet Wei En.

Later on, accompanied cousin to the nearby coffeeshop for dinner,
&here i am at home.

(x) - (LZH) : LOL, i don't like cheese, i want others! (:

(x) - (Heeleng) : omg, my long lost badminton laopo!!! I miss you!!! ):

(x) - (fooaik) : linked.

(x) - (ah boy) : lol, funny ah wk.

(x) - (CONGLE!) : thks.

(x) - (Coleeeeen.) : i've got a wrong cable.

(x) - (wenting) : its okay! thks anyway (:

(x) - (dalston) : not desperate la.

(x) - (dalston) : xie xie, its okay la.

(x) - (TDH !) : THKS DONG DONG (:

(x) - (Coleeeeen.) : yea.

(x) - (JIALI.) : THKS (:

(x) - (Nat) : thks ratatouille! (:

(x) - (Y) : LOL.

(x) - (Y) : LOVE YOU TOO.

(x) - (Y) : THANKS (:

(x) - (Coleeeeen.) : hahaha (:

XIAOFEN;

2009-07-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

No true friends in this world,
who cares about the years of friendship, nobody!

Loyalty of a friend is sometimes betrayed and friendship poetry is often a tool used to soften the blow of a betrayed friendship to disconnect in a peaceful manner. Friendship poetry can also help build on the relationship between friends and make them stronger than before. Friendships are found as a great crutch for many of us through times of struggle and a source for inspiration.
It takes a tremendous amount of skill to decipher your emotions about friends and even more so when it comes time to put it into writing. There are infinite meanings to the word friendship. Our friends and family allow us to experience an infinite array of diversity in who we choose to honor with the title of friend and reflects ourselves and the choices we make, both big and small in our journey through life, making friendships so vital and great assets in our lives.
“But friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life, and thanks to a benevolent arrangement the greater part of life is sunshine.”

FEAR NOT, DEAR FRIEND, BUT FREELY LIVE YOUR DAYS
Fear not, dear friend, but freely live your days

Though lesser lives should suffer. Such am I,
A lesser life, that what is his of sky
Gladly would give for you, and what of praise.
Step, without trouble, down the sunlit ways.
We that have touched your raiment, are made whole
From all the selfish cankers of man's soul,
And we would see you happy, dear, or die.
Therefore be brave, and therefore, dear, be free;
Try all things resolutely, till the best,
Out of all lesser betters, you shall find;
And we, who have learned greatness from you, we,
Your lovers, with a still, contented mind,
See you well anchored in some port of rest.

XIAOFEN;

2009-07-06T07:46:00.000-07:00

Today is a so-so day for me ):
When i got up the bus,
i got a call from ahqian,
&realised that she was behind me.
Reach cdans and ate at the poolside,
later on Zh came without shuttles,
&he headed back home for it.
Yuling came as well.

Booked the court and started stroking at the side of the badminton court.
My shoulder hurts,
maybe because of the amount of strength i use each time i play.
Or maybe i overtire myself like what dong dong said ):

No cramps for me today (:
My mood was ruined by dong dong,
we were asked by some ite guys to play mixed doubles with them,
in the end dong dong that ahgua refused,
say what don't want to sweat,
confirm is because he knows that i'm lousy ):
So no choice, rejected them.

Walked over to Gombak for porridge (:
With Yuqian, Yuling, Dongdong and Zhihui.
Hahaha, this is the second time i tricked dong dong,
took his wallet and left.
He still thought he left it at cdans.

Ate and went to gombak sports hall to watch ppl play.
Don't have any teenagers,
mostly middle-aged ones.

Badminton again tmr?
XIAOFEN;

2009-07-05T08:30:00.000-07:00

I can't upload pictures nowadays!
Feel so guilty to shin lang...

A big thank you to Donghui, Dalston and Fooaik
for the "xf. toh singapore"
pink badminton jersey and skirt.
I like it very much!! (:
But i feel so paiseh wearing it, cause i'm not a pro.

Yesterday.
Met up with Jana and Yuqian at Jurong east mrt station.
Took train down to city hall and headed for marina (:
Was supposed to meet girls after the NDP rehearsals,
but it'll be too late if we were to wait for them,
thus we went to shop instead.
Bought a tank top and blouse from MANGO,
&also paid for Jana's belated birthday present,
sorry for the delay man :>
Then, walked over to raffles city.
Jana left with her parents.
Me and Yuqian took train down to Jurong point.
Never feel so depressed before,
we're super free,
yet no where to go ):
In the end, decided to try our luck,
&see if we can spot Donghui buying the gift wrapper at JP.
But to no avail,
we went to almost all the gift shops ):
Realised that they were actually at Tampines.
how i wish there'll be someone there with me
whenever i take long bus rides ):
HOMED.

Today.
Was a sucky day for me.
Had bmt match this morning,
i think i have the same problem as dong dong.
But at least i know there's alot of ppl out there for me.
Thanks Yuqian for cabbing down.
Zhihui, Joyce, Fooaik and Jiali.
&lastly dong dong for being late.
Went to Jurong east sports hall for badminton,
was fun playing with Jiali, Yuqian and Zhihui.
Later on, dong dong came to find us.
Had a mini match with them,
thought that there's court at haunted hall,
but end up got dunno what celebration -.-
Decided to eat.
Ate and accompanied Jiali wait for bus.
After that headed to Jurong west sports hall for badminton.
Me and indian vs Zhihui and indian.
We won (:
Then stroked abit with Yuqian.
& around 9.30 dh trained me (:

XIAOFEN;

2009-07-02T06:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday. (A happy day, thks honey)
Went to Hougang mall to meet seller up with Yuqian,
&then headed to Cotton on.
Again went back to the mrt station and did something! :D
Met up with the seller,
&also a while later (a long while) Zhihui came.
Ate dinner there and homed.

Today.
After school went to study at Jurong green with honey and cousin.
Then played bmt with dong dong, fooaik and faiz a while.
Bmt vigourous training starts tmr (:
homed.

XIAOFEN;

2009-06-30T00:34:00.000-07:00

The disadvantage of not having a boyfriend! ):
If i have one,
i can get something i like from him as birthday present!
Hmmpph, i want those but i do not have money!
FUCKKKKKKK, i feel so down, so down!
God, drop some money can??
XIAOFEN;

2009-06-29T04:25:00.000-07:00

Special thanks to Zhiying, Fooaik, Donghui, Dalston, Zhihui, Kianjiat, Nat, Joyce, Jana, Coleen, Yuqian, Yuhan, Reyna, Sheryl, Jiaying & Jiali! <3>

:Jana, Yuqian, Sheryl, Nat, Yuhan, Kianjiat, Gerald, Zhihui (present)

: Shiro, Ashri, Coleen, Chishuen, Jenny (msn)

: Yuqian, Joyce, Hongjie, Olivia, Donghui, Jiali, Rongting, Coleen, Reyna, Daddy, Heeleng, Jiaying, Dalston, Justin, Kenrick, Jana, Jeremy kor and Jenny (sms)

: Angeline, Sherylk, Doreen, Yumin, Jiayee, Zhiying (ftf)

: Marcus teo jian yuan (HANDSHAKE, LOL.)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

I want to thank clique and huayians so much for making my boofday a memorable and unforgettable one! The celebration made me so astonished, touched, ecstatic and AHHH! The feeling's just good, my sixteenth birthday was one of the most wonderful one! Thanks to all my darlings for the hardwork you've put in! <3

I've been feeling very emo today cause my lovely Joyce, Jana and Sheryl did not attend school today, so i was thinking, am i gonna spend this birthday alone? Or maybe buy a birthday cake for myself and smash it on my own face or etc. I thought it would be the same as last year with only a few good friends to celebrate it with me. But it all came as a surprise, ONE BY ONE. &ya, thank you to those who've gave in to me in whatever bad things i've done today to you knowing that i can gain advantages because of the fact that it's my birthday (: Especially ah qian, kept abusing you.

This girl really made me very confused. She asked me where to go after school, and said that perhaps Joyce, Jana and Coleen wouldn't be joining us for certain reasons, i actually believed because i initially thought no one would bother about my birthday. Then we went home to get changed and suddenly she suggested to walk down the stairs for idk what reason, maybe she wanted to drag time so as to wait for the presence of everyone at the celebration. After that, she gave me a shocked out of my life by letting out a squeak and told me she'd forgotten to take her bag. We laughed till death! :D

Okay, then we took bus to west coast park, supposed to meet only Reyna, Zhiying, Jiali and Jiaying. I was very excited to see what we can do at WCP. But after hearing Joyce's shouting, and singing of birthday song by clique, i realised that they actually prepared a celebration for me! &most of them were present! There were Joyce, Jana, Yuqian, Zhiying, Sheryl, Reyna, Jiaying, Kianjiat, Nat, Yuhan, Zhihui, Dalston, Fooaik, Donghui and Coleen! (:

Hahahaha here comes the exciting part! You know what i got for my birthday???
You will laugh till stomach pain! Jana told me to get prepared for the present, and i thought that it was a pair of shoes from the way she took it out, but it was actually a... COOKING WOK! I remembered that i had once said i've always wanted to buy a wok so that i can cook alot of heavenly specialties for my family and friends, we were at Jurong point's courts when i declared that. Hahahaah, my reaction was like OHMYFUCKINGGOD! &I immediately laughed till the sandwich got choked, and face turned super red i supposed? Also they also bought my favourite one litre water chestnut and halls for me! Hehehe!

It was nice to hear that they actually slept late and woke up early to prepare the food for me, & i bet it was super hard for them to keep it from me and also lie etc, cause there will be never ending lies and you have to be super good at acting so as to make this celebration a good/SURPRISING one.

The picnic consist of prata + hotdog rolls, ROYAL Reyna's specialty sandwich, Nuggets, Garlic bread, Salad and Mango cake! :> The second surprise i had was the present that was shared among the guys, Nat, Kianjiat, Zhihui, Yuhan and Gerald, a pair of badminton shoes!!! :> It was a gift for me and meant to be worn on the day of my tournament! Hehehe, with it, i swear i will work doubly hard to win and not disappoint you guys!

Hahaha, i also like the birthday card written by Jana. Especially that sentence "And i know you're going to be the first and take the 1hundred takashimaya voucher in the upcoming badminton tournament, because you got what it takes to smack everyone elses ass, hope you like the wok we get for you, future chef!" HAHAHA, isn't that sweet? :D

I also got the privilege to take picture with each and every one of them! Especially the kiss kiss photos! Hehehe. Headed to the stage and played cards games, chinaman and bastard blackjack, FUN, stupid cousin, like to disiao! Haha, made me laughed till peng. :> Okay a while later Coleen reached and we took pictures again. Then it's time to end the celebration. Homed sweet home. I love you, my friends! :D

& to LBD, don't be too affected by the sudden news, he will get well, HE WILL. Okay, got to move on and stay cheerful. (DEAR GOD, let me have one more wish, i wish for Jana's grandfather to get well and stay healthy forever.)

XIAOFEN;

2009-06-28T06:36:00.000-07:00

My wishes.

1. I wish that SS501 can sing birthday song to me (:

2. I wish Kim hyun Joong will take care of himself and not work non stop!

3. I wish WGM will produce more episodes of Joongbo couple.

4. I wish all my friends and most importantly family, will be happy forever.

5. I wish to get good results for all exams.

6. I wish to have a boyfriend and get married.

7. I wish to get into nationals in badminton.

8. I wish to travel around the world especially KOREA, so i can go find KHJ.

9. I wish to go out with all my cousins one day.

10. I wish to have more wishes and those wishes would come true.

XIAOFEN; can anyone fulfil my wishes for me? 2 more hours.

2009-06-28T06:08:00.000-07:00

(x) - (TDH !) : NO PROBLEM (:

(x) - (Coleeeen.) : hahah yea!

(x) - (dalston) : hahah!

(x) - (wenting) : hello long time no see, hahaha.

(x) - (Y) : GOT LOR, most of the time!!

(x) - (Coleeeeen.) : long time ago, hahaha.

(x) - (dalston) : okay, thanks! (:

Woke up at 12 plus today
&i think i won't be able to wake up for school tmr ):
Die le die le,
i must bring up my fat body!!
Went to Ahma's house and ate 5 durian puffs,
gonna get fat lo! (:
After that headed to Woodlands to meet a seller,
Zhihui kar cheng accompanied me there! TYTY.
After that ate at LJS, i ate.
I think i'm starting to abandon the diet plan ):
Nevermind, as long as i'm happy :D
Went to Lot one's cotton on to look for clothes,
but there's nothing i like.
Then walked around and took train down to JP,
wanted to meet honey,
but Daddy called in the midst and told me that he's reaching,
so i walked to safra straight away and met up with them.
Ate at some Japanese place to celebrate my boofday in advance.
Gave mummy the bags that i ordered for her.
Ang baos from grandparents and daddy :D
HOMED.
Hope tomorrow will be a happy and memorable day for me!
XIAOFEN;

2009-06-27T08:26:00.000-07:00

LOVES!

XIAOFEN;

2009-06-27T07:28:00.000-07:00

Thursday.
Went to ahma and cooked vegetable soup for everyone,
freaking nice, my first attempt, not boasting.

Friday.
Met up with HONEY and walked over to IMM,
saw Xavier that pig with his tent at the CAB stand, hahaa!
He's so kind to help us bring the tent for BBQ (:
We started shopping in GIANT and glance through the things that we needed.
Thensxzs horxsx my cousin Yuqian's jor the bak chor mee lover came.
Waited for Dalston at the entrance and soon he came too (:

We became like AUNTIES when it comes to shopping in supermarket (:
After buying the food, i can conclude that Xavier's future wife will have a good life,
but a hard time being with him cause he's TOO NAGGY!!!
He nagged into my poor ears for more than one hour, SUMPA.

Our Joy-joyce suddenly appeared in front of us with that cheerful smile!
Hahaha, went to the mrt station and trained down to Bedok.
Met up with EGG and DONGDONG! :>

I saw my LAOPO on the train, AH FISHY HAN! :)
He's on his way to meet his friends at EUNOS,
we talked and talked and talked on the train!!
&therefore, reached in no time!

Bade goodbye to LAOPO and went to take bus.
Again, without a street directory makes a journey difficult.
We stopped at somewhere at IDK and had to walk a long way over.
Rent bike first, so as to make ourselves less tiring,
if not have to walk quite a long distance.
Cycled to find our BBQ pit, and we took hours to find it.
It turned out to be a tiny weeny small pit which has no place for us to BBQ,
just a miniature area which requires us to Bring Our Own Pit.

We brain stormed and did everything we could just to make this a successful one.
Then, Zhihui and Donghui wanted to make a shelter for us using the mat,
but the plan went down the drain because the F WIND is too strong to restand.
In the end, the guys gave up and went into pitching the tent :)

Started our BBQ with that pathetic pit made by us,
using merely aluminium foil and wire mash ):/
It was so unprepared and everything's in a mess.
So upset kay,
but the amount of happiness we had can simply cover up the problems we faced.
Was so lethargic and was a hungry as a BEGGAR,
all thanks to Dalston's KA LI POK :}
I ate three in total, it was finger licking f nice.

Okay just within hours, it was already night time.
We cycled here and there and even went to the arcade for para para (:
But too bad the DDR machine broke down, = less fun
Accompanied Xavier back and he went home.
A while later Dalston went home too.
Donghui went to pick AH GUA up and they reached at around 12.

Saturday.
Joyce da bao-ed Hokkien mee for us, and i also ate Dalston's share as well,
the mee soto, gao gao.
We played cards for a while and later on went to cycle.
Yuqian didn't join us, so she stayed at the tent all alone, so scary.
We set off, there was Me, Joyce, Dongdong, Ahgua and Fooaik.
We rode all the way until EUNOS, two stops difference.

Ended up, couldn't find prata shop, went back.
Played cards again, cleared up, the guys went to sleep.
Woke them up using Yuqian's powerful torchlight.
Dongdong ah, that fellow.

All of us rode to mac to have breakfast.
& homed! :>

Chun rang me up and i immediately rushed down to Bugis.
Met up with her, Peiru and Jiamin,
to celebrate my bday in advance.
Had dinner and shoduku???
Food was nice, dinner treated by them.

Shopped around and now i am, AT HOME.
XIAOFEN; (boofday in two more days' time.)

2009-06-24T07:26:00.000-07:00

Funny face.

Not much face-showing pictures cause i too ugly.

(x) - (Y) : GOOD.

(x) - (Y) : LOL YEAH!

Met up with Yuqian and Joyce today @ Jurong green.
Played badminton with Joyce while waiting for Zhihui's racket (:
Btw, HAPPY BOOFDAY COUSIN! :D
Yuqian always treats JGBMTC as her house,
she thinks that the stage is very clean.
Sleep sleep and sleep is what she does most of the time (:
Finally, birthday boy came with TONS of rackets,
&we started stroking :>
Then, Coleen, Gerald and Zhenhao came.
A while later,
Xavier, Dong dong, Fooaik and Faiz camee.
Not as fun today because i couldn't smash.
Don't know what's wrong with my shoulder,
i think D-I-S-L-O--C-A-T-E-D.

Hahaha tio beh bio meh?
Not so lucky laaaa, hahahaa! (Comforting myself.)
Play doubles match! :>>
Me and Xavier vs Col and Faiz.
We won!!
Stroked with AHDONG on the stage and off to yew tee to meet seller.
HOMED! :>
XIAOFEN;

2009-06-23T05:51:00.000-07:00

SS501! <3

2009-06-23T05:30:00.000-07:00

(x) - (yzz) : hi ah zhang!

(x) - (dalston) : hey that's not very good, giving me negative nicks.

(x) - (Yuki-XDD) : THANKS, you mia liao hor, nowadays keep going out with court ppl, me no contact. I that time still praise you, so fast bo jio liaos. ):

(x) - (dalston) : chill, that's the real yuqian.

(x) - (PASSERBY(NOT YUQIAN)) : You've created misunderstanding again.

(x) - (TDH !) : that's Yuqian.

(x) - (TDH !) : Nevermind coach dong dong, next time JIAYOU lo, your standard can de.

(x) - (PASSERBY(NOTYUQIAN)) : this is definitely Yuqian k, see the time.

(x) - (Y) : lol, whatabitch.

(x) - (Alvin) : thanks ah Alvin, fierce meh!

(x) - (dalston) : shy your head man (:

(x) - (Alvin) : lol, not angry. You think too much, you also nvr do anything that make me angry.

XIAOFEN;

2009-06-23T05:02:00.001-07:00

Sunday.
Went to Malaysia for cousin's wedding dinner,
i don't like, FUCKING don't like the way my LAOPEH sia suey me in front of relatives, &when i fuckingly talk back to him, my aunt says that i'm rude.
HEY, that's not right okay, when i get good results,
did anyone fuckingly effingly praise me? NO!
He's so god damn realistic, ME AND HIM, no more words.

Food was nice, i ate alot, hehehe, i don't care :p
My gong gong is so cute! (:
How i wish Waipo's still by our side,
eating together with us, with gong gong.
One important person missing, everything just doesn't seem good.
I feel that mummy is strong, i know that she feels pain in her heart,
but she still held back her emotions.
I'm on a cold war with her, got so much things to tell her.
This is the first time we got such a big quarrel ):

Okay, bought bubble gum and went home.

Monday.
Caught 'Ghosts of girlfriend past' with
Jana, Yuqian, Zhihui, Gerald, Dalston, DD and Fa (:
Not bad, i did not sleep (:
Those movies that can make me sleep = not a good movie, LOL.
Went to DLQ at the bball court under Yuqian's house,
quite fun! :> Homed.

Tuesday.
Met up with Jana, Joyce and Yuqian at the coffeeshop.
Went over to Jurong green's bmt court and started playing.
Reyna joined us a while too, she kept laughing when playing!
Then, Gerald came. Followed by Faiz.
Dalston came with his friend.
DD, Fooaik, Xavier and Deon came.
Played and had fun.

Parted with most of them.
Went to the coffeeshop for dinner and homed.
Listened to QINGTIAN for uncountable times on the bus.
& at the same time visualising myself on the day of the tournament.
I visualised that i got thrashed by my opponent,
i can't get their smashes and too pressurized by the atmosphere.
I visualised that i got kicked out in the first round.
I'm so scared, FIGHTING!!!

When i think of all those things, my face will "CHIU KI LAI",
you will see Xiaofen's tutu mouth ):

I WANT TO WIN SO BADLY!
IF NOT, PILOT PEN, NO NEED TO THINK.

Okay bmt-ing tmr (:
JIAYOU!
XIAOFEN;

2009-06-20T08:38:00.000-07:00

one stick of siew mai.
one stick of seaweed chicken.
one litre of water chestnut.
two sushi.
one packet of japanese rice (salmon, egg and cucumber).
another two packet of 250ml water chestnut.
one bottle of milk tea.
one slice of pizza.
rice with 20 small prawns, vegetables.
two durians.
two mangosteen.
one can of green tea.
two chocolates.
leftover curry fish head.
two slices of pizzas again.
one cup of strawberry milk.

Food i ate today.
HUGE APPETITE !
DIE.
XIAOFEN;

2009-06-20T07:35:00.000-07:00

(x) - (Y) : lol, Yuqian, the truth is out, LOL, misunderstanding, haiyo, next time dun play passerby game le, only will make ppl confuse.

(x) - (dalston) : lol, Yuqian don't cry.

(x) - (dalston) : lol, Yuqian don't feel too sad.

(x) - (dalston) : YAH YAH I AGREE, make my boon boon so sad! ):

(x) - (dalston) : You not talkative?! But your mouth always move non stop!! I am cheerful :D

XIAOFEN;

2009-06-20T07:05:00.000-07:00

This guy in the collage is so damn cute :D
Ta shi wo de nan peng you.

Today is an important day,
our dear ah Joyce's boofday.
But she spent her boofday just like that.
Got to apologise for the dimwit planning, sorry baby! ):

Woke up very early in the morning just to go support,
AHDAL, DONG DONG & NIAO DAN.
Congrats to those who've won and try harder for those who've lost.
HEY FOOAIK I KNOW YOUR SCORE,
21-15 & 22-20 Zai ma?
I use brain count de leh, xiao xiao.

Dunno dong dong qiang's score,
cause there's a weird fact about him,
cannot play well when we're there,
so in the end we got to hide here and there stealthily in order to watch the match.

Off to Safra for kbox,
but too bad the time slot over le,
so we went to Jurong green for badminton instead.
Dong dong, Fooaik and Faiz were already there when we reach (:

Haiyo, i swear sumpa confirm go do something the next time i go JG,
provided if tatata is there. (haha Joyce and Yuqian hehe don't laugh.)
But i abit scared, FIGHTING! (:

Jiaying sweetheart and AHMOR came to pass Joyce's present,
sent them to the bus stop and we went back.
Dong dong and niao dan left,
so did we! :>>>

Went to Grandma's house,
relatives present, most of them.

Going Malaysia for cousin's wedding tomorrow,
byebye! :)
XIAOFEN;

2009-06-19T06:24:00.000-07:00

(x) - (Y) : YEH YEH, UPDATED!

(x) - (Coleeeeen.) : YEH YEH COL, YOU'RE RIGHT!

(x) - (pw) : YEH YEH YOU'RE RIGHT! SO MANY PPL, YOUR HEAD.

(x) - (yuhan) : YEH YEH YOU'RE RIGHT! :D

(x) - (yuhan) : YEH YEH YOU'RE RIGHT! HOOHOO!

(x) - (Y) : YEH YEH YOU'RE RIGHT AGAIN, LOL.

(x) - (Y) : YEH YEH, YOU'RE RIGHT, YQ, YOU'VE GROWN UP.

(x) - (PASSERBY) : Qi kua mai. You dare, you try, cmon man. I can't wait!! SIAO PEH (:

(x) - (TDH !) : Linked.

2009-06-19T05:41:00.000-07:00

Have been badminton-ing this whole week, &i'm loving it! :D

I'm preparing for pilot pen, so hardworking right!

HAHAHA, TYTY.

Tuesday.

Played badminton with cute girl TOHXIAOFANG! :)

My adorable mei mei..

Don't look down on her, she'll own you in your face!

Then a while later, came a badminton family.

All of them couldn't beat their father.

Then he came to challenge me.

Hahaahah, own-ed :/

Whenever he couldn't tackle my ball,

he'll act as if he's having a backache, tsk.

Wednesday.

Bus-ed down to Joyce's house for the bday surprise.

Yuhan reached first, followed by BEN XIAO JIE (:

Soon, Gerald came, then went to fetch ratatouille.

After that Jana and Yuqian.

Then the two couple KJ+JY & ZH+COL.

Went up to Joyce's house and there's nobody in.

Bombed her phone, her house's and her bro's

but to no avail.

Later on realised that she was with Jiali.

Waited for her and SURPRISE! :D

She herself also gave us a surprise, her new haircut.

Hahaaha, went up to her house,

&cake fight, zzan zzan! :D

Play cheenaman,

forfeit, (no beer) tap water.

Fun, a while later we all left.

Me Yuqian and Jana went to Jurong Safra for Jap food.

YUM YUM :D

Jp to shop and homed.

LBR. (LONG BUS RIDE)

Thursday.

Ate breakfast with honey,

&then went over to JG's mac and met up with Joy-joyce!

They studied while i read magazine.

Then, me and Joyce went badminton-ing.

Yuqian joined us after a while,

followed by Gerald, then cousin (:

After that, Donghui, Fooaik, Faiz and Dalston came.

We played the sit, kneel, squat, and lie game!

Me, Faiz, Joyce and cousin vs Dalston, Gerald and Yuqian!

Damn fun, fuxking fun! :)

Went over to another court and there came a war! :>

Dalston, Donghui and Fooaik vs Me, Yuqian, Joyce, Gerald, Faiz and cousin!

We were like spamming shuttles, the war was like siao pehs vs-ing siao pehs, lol.

Went to have dinner and homed.

Today.

I couldn't sleep yesterday night cause i scared i can't wake up for today's outing.

Today woke up very early and went to meet honey.

Went to have breakfast and walked over to book court after eating.

Thenzxzs horzxs, took bus to cck and alighted at some cock place.

Waited very long for cab, gnd man.

Reached cck stadium and played bmt.

With Gerald, Gary, Amos, Yongliang, Yongsheng and Kangrun.

Like that lor, ask me fun or not, okay la, not bad lor.

Cabbed to JG with HONEY, Gary lee and Gerald.

Kept di siao ing Gary on the cab, hehe fun.

Reached, went to eat mac, then bmt.

Jana came, quite fun.

Next time must call Jana play with me,

cause i like her hardness when she play bmt with me.

Donghui & co came.

Followed by the talkative Dalston.

Went to have dinner around 7 plus, hsh.

XIAOFEN;

2009-06-15T05:58:00.000-07:00

Joongbo coupleee.
Watching episode 23 now.
Their wedding photoshoot :D
Cute sia, cannot stop laughing!
After WGM,
will be watching Boonsak's videos.
BYE!
XIAOFEN;

2009-06-14T22:39:00.000-07:00

Tired out after matches.

My idol.

XIAOFEN;

2009-06-14T08:45:00.000-07:00

I LOVE BOON BOON! :D

(x) - (Y) : LOL, emo your head la. Boon boon is mine, XXX then is yours, no fighting ok! LOL.

(x) - (Y) : LOL of course enjoyed la. Too bad cannot get boon boon's picture and autograph.

(x) - (PASSERBY) : shi de.

(x) - (PASSERBY) : HUI JIA LE, I MISS SHIN LANG, BROTHERS AND BOON BOON MA.

(x) - (PASSERBY) : YA.

(x) - (PASSERBY) : WO HEN HAO.

(x) - (PASSERBY) : DON'T HAIZ, I STILL LOVE YOU.

(x) - (PASSERBY) : WANG LO.

(x) - (PASSERBY) : HMM, FORGOT LE.. WHEN YOU PEI ME? I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU.

(x) - (PASSERBY) : DUN EEE HIM HOR, YOU STFU THIS IDIOTIC PASSERBY, SIAM! lol.

(x) - (PASSERBY) : YA MISS VERY MISS.

(x) - (TDH !) : LOL, what you talking?

(x) - (kor kor) : hahaha hao de, xie xie ni (: see you soon! I will use your racket and become champion, LOL as if.

(x) - (TDH !) : CURSE HIM TO THE CORE, BEAT LCW, NEVER DIE BFORE.

(x) - (Coleeeeen) : hahahaha!

(x) - (JIAYING) : SORRY SWEETHEART!!! MISTAKE ERROR ERROR!!!

(x) - (TDH !) : MY BOON BOON CUTER THAN YOU.

(x) - (LZH) : OKAY :D COUZ.

(x) - (weikuang) : lol.

(x) - (TDH !) : don't act cute!!! (:

(x) - (pw) : yaya papaya ar you.

(x) - (JIAYING) : OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! loves!

(x) - (Y.uki-XDD) : OKAY(:

(x) - (Y) : thanks, again my baby, so sweet of you (:

(x) - (Y) : thanks, my baby.

(x) - (yuhan) : eh i sumpa i got! Maybe before it finishes loading then i close the window ba, anyway link man!

(x) - (hon tat) : thanks ah tat :D

(x) - (Coleeeeen.) : no lor, not lame! Is my love for him (:

(x) - (Y) : YA LA, xiaofen the pro play bmt, cannot FOC meh, still GST leh, faint*.

(x) - (Y) : bimbo jiu bimbo. Red nf shorts already so bimbo, plus your actions, hais, i feel sad for mother earth ):

(x) - (JIAYING) : hahahaha, yea! Love him to the core!:D

2009-06-14T08:01:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a terrible day for me ):
My 离家出走 plan made me so xin ku! D:
I had to spend the entire day at ahma's house
w/o computer!
But luckily,
my boonsak cheered me up,
caught him on aviva's live match!
He's really good at defence
& as for the attacking part,
he uses tricks and powerful smashes
to overcome his players! :>
My future lawyer husband.
Anyone who dares to bully me,
i ask him to sue you! ^^
hahahahaha kidding dude.

Went to watch Aviva today!
With Donghui, Far-east (LOL!) & Dalston (:
First match was Xie xing fang vs Zhou mi.
Second was men's doubles,
i took alot of pictures of nathan robertson,
because he's too cute!
&his smashes, ZAI!
But felt quite sad for Indonesia team,
because i heard that they weren't up to standard today.
Third match was mixed doubles,
Zhang ya wen this woman,
damn good at defence,
but they lost eventually,
unexpected.
Last match was bao bao vs boon boon!
Saw him exercising at one corner before his match,
so damn cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
LOL, :D
THE MATCH DAMN FUCKING EFFING NICE.
Sum pa.
You will love Boonsak to the f core
when you see him defend.
BWG (:
OUTSTANDING.
INDESCRIBABLE.
THE TENSIONNNNN!!~~
OHMYFGOD.
After his match,
went to that particular corner
&took pictures of him!
He left, as well as us.

TEO DONG HUI THAT BASTARD,
TOLD US THAT,
AFTER WE LEFT,
HE SAW BOONSAK,
AND TOOK,
PICTURE WITH HIM,
DAMN GOOD,
FRIEND AH.
MY HEART BROKE WHEN HE TOLD ME,
WTF,
IS LIKE WE TRIED SO HARD

TO CAPTURE HIM ON PHONE,
& HE MANAGED TO TALK TO

HIM PERSONALLY SO EASILY,
AND EVEN TOOK HIS AUTOGRAPH!!!):
NEVERMIND,
I STILL GOT NEXT YEAR.
NEXT YEAR.
RELAX.
LAC.
(:
XIAOFEN;

2009-06-11T21:54:00.000-07:00

BRUDDERS!

shinlang(:

Shinlang looking for me(:

Shinlang smiling at me(:

MY BMT IDOL(:

COOL HUH!

XIAOFEN;

2009-06-11T21:34:00.000-07:00

Decided to drop the dedication part,
because it's too mushy for a person
like me to say all those,
will post it up when i have the time.

Love ecp outing(:
Especially with friends around!
Took the train to Bedok,
people present ( Yuqian, Jana, Sheryl, Jiaying, Zhiying, Reyna and Joyce ).
next we went to take bus.
Reached ecp and settled down on the mat.
Ate and went to skate/cycle.
Yuqian's bicycle broke down.
After everything,
went to cityvibe,
nothing at all,
sumo house,
home.

Yesterday was an enjoyable day for me!(:
First went to marina for the meet up,
later on headed to indoor stadium.
But it was as if like we're on an amazing race or what.
Me and Yuqian had a hard time finding the place.
Finally we reached and waited for the late kings for 2hours,
how great.
Both of us just sat under the tree and i kept singing to calm qian down.
Changing all the lyrics of the songs turning it to be humorous made her feel damn irritated,
but she did laugh throughout my whole singing session(:
Finally, Fooaik and Donghui reached.
Bought the tickets and went in.
OMG!
It's my first time watching the AVIVA OPEN,
&we're really very sua gu!
Hahaaha, watched all the badminton matches,
can feel all the tension all around me.
There was one typical auntie (singaporean) who kept shouting "xin jia po jia you",
and it irritated the Cheenas,
resulted a "war" between them, LOL.
Eventually after a long wait,

LEE CHONG WEI CAME!

I've been supporting him since the day i watched him play with Taufik hidayat,
(quite a long time ago.)
His determination in winning made me feel so "AH!",
so i decided to support him.
Ranking in the world = FIRST(:
SIAO SIAO.
Felt so bothered because the couple beside me and Yuqian was against Chongwei,
so it's like when Chongwei gets one point,
we clap.
The vietnam wins,
they clap.
LOL.
fuck them to the core.
After his match,
we went off,
took the train and home(:

FUCK IT,
TODAY ACTUALLY GOT ALOT OF PEOPLE PLAY BMT DE,
BOOKED TWO COURTS AND IN THE END EVERYONE CANNOT MAKE IT.
BANG WALL.
WASTE MONEY):
XIAOFEN;

2009-06-08T05:44:00.000-07:00

Okay, only two for today!

I still got plenty in my com.

Don't jealous. (thanks Jana and myself.)

(x) - (Y) : LOL blame the court. Blame the government, blame the world. CAN?

(x) - (JIAYING) : hahaha, of course!

You got a problem?
BITCH(:

I hate fans who changes idol so quickly sia,

like so not tiong xim.

Still wanna act like they OWN everything.

One month change one ar?

Or even one week.

These kind of fans, might as well go kiss lang gao.

Wa so pro man, KIONG GAN JI BYE PUA.

Hehehe, tsk tsk.

So fun scolding them.

&to you,

sometimes,

i really hate you.

You make me feel so irritated,

don't feel like talking to you.

Today's the last day of D&D,

like finally!

Throw a party and drink till die!:D

Left school earlier with HONEY,

&headed back to her home.

Took the rackets and bused to Jurong green.

Played badminton with FATHER AND SON.

His son fucking pro,

Ownage.

Donghui, Fooaik and Weijian came.

Dh trained me again,

i so wanna win in PILOT PEN.

Must handle smashes and improve on smashes.

Fun!

Played a little with WJ also,

quite fun.

Thanks DH(:

XIAOFEN;

2009-06-07T04:42:00.000-07:00

(x) - (y) : when you're crazy, you won't care much about the coding!(:

(x) - (pw) : ya i'm crazy over my laogong.

(x) - (y) : kick lo, anyway i not in F4, is my laogong.

(x) - (Coleeeeen.) : haha ya lo, sad.

(x) - (pw) : lazy ma, told you liao.

MOOD SPOILT BY FAMILY.
Spaghetti plan failed to the max.
Fucked up.

Have been playing badminton for the past three days,
GAO GAO.

Went to Qian's house while waiting for time to fly,
hogged onto her com for HYUN JOONG & SS501!:D
Hehehe.
NOW I KNOW!
Yuqian's lovely family labeled me as "那个胖胖的" all this while.
Cause i was very fat in the past! ):<

Today was trained by Donghui!
Hahahaha, i got improvement ok.

Trained backhand, defence and smash!
Kekekeke.

Was fun playing with honey,
like a bimbo but i still love her(:

Daddy came to fetch me,
&mood ruined the moment i started cooking.
BYE LA.

Listening to SS501's songs to calm myself down.
I feel so much better!

XIAOFEN;

2009-06-06T10:39:00.000-07:00

4 POSTS A DAY.

I KNOW I AM LAME.

BUT I CAN'T HELP IT!

YOU KNOW WHAT!?!!!

SS501 IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!

I'M GOING TO THEIR CONCERT!

DEFINITELY!!

WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!

XIAOFEN;

2009-06-06T09:50:00.000-07:00

6 JUNE IS A BIG DAY.

2009-06-06T09:27:00.000-07:00

Okay very good, after spamming my own blog.

I shall post pictures!(:

Still got tons!:D

Upload next time!!!

Hehehe!

KIM HYUN JOONG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!:)

XIAOFEN;